Wednesday, May 5, 2010

A new kind of sexiness

You know when I first started dating J, I was drawn to him and his sexiness, lol :) I hope this word doesn't offend anyone! Anyway, I was all about him! I loved his look, his attitude, the way he loved me... it was all sexy to me!

As we have gotten older and had a handful of babies the sexiness hasn't really gone away... it is just seen differently! I still think he is sexy and I still LOVE the way he loves me.

Today I had a house to clean. He was left with younger two babies while the older girls were in school. This is how it works every time I have to go clean. It was a beautiful day out, I had a very nice worship moment on the ride home ( listening to Klove of course)! I just had this wonderful sense of peace about my life. At this time in our lives things are changing, people I love are sick, J has had some work issues and now for the first time I really need to get a part time job. So peace about all of this seemed so far away, today it wasn't! I felt it, it was so rejuvenating :) I realized how much of struggle we will soon face, but I didn't care at all. We have each other and that is all that mattered today. The man I fell in love with, the man I feel is the same sexy man I met is still in love with me and loves our family!

On my way home I pulled down our street to see the most wonderful sight, my wonderful husband outside playing ball and riding bikes with the two babies. Seeing the father of your children playing with them is the most wonderful feeling in my opinion. I must say this happens all of the time ( playing with the kids) he always plays, it just usually isn't outside unless I am home! I immediately walked up to him and gave him a huge hug and told him how sexy he looked! They had been out for awhile so we rounded the kids up and went in to make lunch! I walked in and he cleaned the front room, kitchen and our room! Cleaned, vacuumed, wiped down, dishes done, trash out, toys up... CLEAN!!!! It was so refreshing to see a clean house after I just returned from cleaning someone else's house :) He is amazing and still has my heart!

Today was just a great day for us, we also took the kids to Dairy Queen for ice cream. We came home and he helped me with bath time and helped me prepare breakfast for the kids in the morning... he fried their bacon so I could sleep in an extra 30 minutes! Ahhhh the love I have for him! I am truly lucky to have him and I don't just say this because of today, but because of every day! He is my rock, my shoulder, my support, my HEART!!!! I am so blessed and thankful for him and our family :)

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